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Sunday, June 01, 2008

So long Xanga.

It's been a long time, but I think I need a change.  I have decided to start a blog.  If anyone is remotely interested in learning what that blog is, feel free to leave me a comment/email me for the site.

Lots of memories on this thing, good and bad.


Monday, October 22, 2007

Emergency

Please pray for everyone here in San Diego County, there are currently 8 major fires burning hundreds and thousands of acres. I wasn't here during the fire years ago, but being here now, I never knew how dangerous this all was. I went to work this morning at around 7:20, but at 7:45, was told to go home. Right when I got home, I constantly called friends and family. I hope things get better. The Governor declared a state of emergency.

I just pray that everyone stays safe.


Saturday, October 13, 2007

Make it work.

Good Lord it's been a while since I've posted on here. Heh, A WHOLE LOT has gone down since August. Hugest thing was my trip to Boston and New York. I had the best time, lots of eating, lots of walking and lots of pictures. I think my future vacation will definitely have to consist of more lounging. My Operations Manager suggested Tahiti or the Carribeans because they are both beautiful exotic places that don't require a lot of touristy things; unlike Boston and New York where everything is so fast paced and you're always rushing to see one thing after the other. If only the funds would come faster. I'll make it work.

The only thing on my mind lately has been moving. It's not like before where I just wanted to move because I was getting irritated with having "some" restrictions. I mean, I'm pretty much free to do what I please, but I put a lot of pressure on myself to find a balance between doing what I want and doing what I know my parents want. So lately, I've decided that the best thing for me to do is move out next year. My goal is late Summer 2008. This time, I'm thinking of moving out because I know it's time. Time for me to explore the world on my own, time for me to do the daily grind of work, bills, and my own place. It'll be tough, but when it comes down to it, you make it work.


Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Magic Crystal Ball

I'd give anything to take a glimpse at what the future holds. Not that I really worry about where or what I'll be doing in 5 years, it's more like I want to see how my life is. Not just mine, but everyone elses. The years are flying by like no other, yet the future seems so far so...

wouldn't that be exciting to see where we'll be?


one month later

Wow! Who knew I could last not posting for a month. I seriously haven't been online that much. Which reminds me, I have a lot of xangas/blogs to catch up on. Oh well, that excites me. How pathetic.

I have somewhat accomplished what I set out to do: soul searching. It's funny though, only the last couple of days have really opened my eyes. Death really makes you think. What's important in life, who's important, and what really isn't worth the stress?

Trust me, just because I took a month hiatus from this, doesn't mean I'm finished. I welcome the challenges and opportunities that come my way, so stay tuned, we've got a lot of living to do.

Life only demands from you, the strength you possess.



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